Friday, 20 January 2012

ABOUT OF US #part2



I'm sorry if i hurt you..But i want to you know this 

I really really do ..
Forgive me :( 

Why is it so difficult to say the three little words “I am sorry?”  It goes a long way, but often too many times people struggle with uttering those words.

Try as we may, none of us are perfect.  We come with flaws and shortcomings I like to refer to as our character.  We may like to present ourselves in a fashion that masks our true character, but with time the truth is always revealed.  So, why not embrace our character, instead of hide from it?

I believe it might have something to do with that devious thing called PRIDE, which I recently blogged about.  Pride has a way of preventing humility to shine through and allow one to open one’s mouth and authentically say “I am sorry.”

If you stop and think about it, it is kind of pitiful because admitting one’s shortcoming usually carries with it an understanding and acceptance from the other party. However, being too prideful to say you’re sorry really causes one to lose respect. Indeed, pride carries with it a heavy penalty!

I’ll be the first to admit there have been times I’ve struggled with saying I’m sorry or admitting I was wrong.  Personally, there is something that makes you feel less of yourself or capabilities.  Ironically, when I think of the times people have apologized to me, I can’t help having a greater respect and admiration for them, in spite of their shortcomings.

Perhaps, instead of noticing the shortcomings of others we should spend more time noticing our own imperfections and when justly wrong not stumble with saying “I’m sorry.”

Friday, 16 December 2011


Say hi again to my bloggie and my lovely readers again. :)
Forgive me if you guys are waiting for my new post.

Surprise ? :D
This smart phone had already released at Korea few months ago.
And it cost 900,000KR which is equal to RM2,700.
(My Mummy get this price when she asked for it at Korea last time.)

AP set had already released at Malaysia (Miri) and it's cost about RM1800 only.
I'm not going to buy an AP set.
Maybe I'll just wait for it -- Original Samsung Galaxy SII White 

It's time to end my post.
No Churp will be share, but Nuffnang. 
Click on Nuffnang ads as you can. :D
Thank you !! :) 

Thursday, 15 December 2011

SECRET .but you have to promise that you'll read them with open hearts and minds.

i've realized that there's a lot that you guys don't know about me.
these could be considered to be my "secrets". everyone has secrets, right? stuff that people shouldn't know about? well hey. i'm feeling brave tonight. i'm releasing some of my secrets to you. but you have to promise that you'll read them with open hearts and minds. 

well here goes nothing..
1. I've never met my real dad. I never used to question it that much when I was younger because it just didn't matter that much to me. And it still doesn't, but i'd still like to know who he was and if i'm anything like him. You know, to see if that's where i get my quirks from. It's pretty pathetic, I've never even seen a picture of him. I often wonder if he thinks about me, or if i'm just some distant memory, thrown away years ago.. 

2. My two biggest fears are losing the ones that I love and not being able to succeed in life.
3. I used to be really, well cheap. for a lack of better words. I think that's the reason why i try so hard to be generous now.
4. I used to care a lot about my image and being someone. This was just a state i went through in like 6th/7th grade. I feel like everyone goes through this some time or another until they find themselves.

5.I've been sexually harassed. My mom's long time boyfriend, who i actually consider to be like a dad to me, was the one who did it. When they were still together, he'd always touch me in inappropriate places. I was too young and vulnerable to say anything. All i know was that I felt disgusting afterwards, and now too, even thinking about it. I've never told my mom about it or anyone else. except my bestfriend. and now you guys. Even though I should hate him or something, I don't. I think it's because he actually pays attention to me, and asks me about my life. He seems like he cares, an emotion my mother has a hard time showing.

6. I love singing but i'm not good at it.. lol. i used to be afraid to sing in front of people, but now i'm not shy anymore. actually, i used to be really really shy. 
7. i'm falling fast for this new guy, and it scares the crap out of me. 

So after listing of all of these, I noticed  that the majority of them deal with the past. I'm really proud of myself and the long way that i've come. I used to be such a disoriented  person on the inside. Infact, I'd never dare tell anyone about my secrets. I had up walls as high as skyscrapers around me. Now it's like, I have nothing left to hide. I'm an open book. I've realized that every little thing that's happened to me has shaped me into the person that i am today, and that's reason why i'm at peace with all of it. And after doing this, I gotta say, i feel great.

If you're feeling fearless tonight as well, I hope that you'll post a blogpost doing the same? the ultimate test of trust on piczo. are you up for it? You might surprise yourself, or even discover something about yourself that you didn't know. You'll be proud once you're done. I know it. If you do re-blog this, comment/msg with a link to your blog post so that i can see it. I'd love to read them:)

so that's all for now my friends.
let those secrets out of the jar. release your inhabitions.


                                         BUT onve it is broken , sorry means NOTHINGG !